chance or choice?

When you meet the right person to love, in the right place, at the right time... that's a CHANCE.
When you meet someone you're attracted to, that's a CHANCE too.

Being caught that there are many people out there who are more attractive, smarter, and richer than your mate and yet you decide to love your mate just the same, that's a CHOICE.

Attraction comes to us by chance. But true love that lasts is truly a CHOICE.

Fate brings two people together, but it's still up to you two to make it happen. We may meet someone by CHANCE, but loving and staying with that someone is still a CHOICE.

*got this from a text message from Ellen... :)

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going back to HELLHOUSE

I've have been away from work for 5 days and I FEEL GREAT! It's not like I would miss anything from work, except probably all those blah blah blahs mandrake (that's what I'm calling that no-good piece of ****; mind my language)... life at work is so full of $#&* these days.. I've been very happy these 5 days I've been away from that hellhouse, who cares if I wont be able to get enough pay... HA! I think hell is much better than that place.

Anywayz, I'm going back this Tuesday... how I wish that day won't ever come.. but reality check... I have to go back... and face those sorry-excuse-for-a-hehehehe... go figure...

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writing again...

I started writing again (that is writing in my journal)... it seems I write when I'm angry at something. It's the only, should I say, "outlet" for all my frustrations in life. I think it's much better to blah blah everything in a piece of paper, than shout it all out to a person. hehehe I've learned my lesson... a paper doesn't shout back at you..

For now I'll save this blog from all my nonsense blahblahs in life, you might think I'm a crazy person.. wait I am..

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wala ra pud

Current status: sniffing, sneezing, head pounding... totally stressed and wanting to drop dead.

Haaaayyyy, this is me at this very minute... I'm not going to start rambling again about how my life sucks, how tired i am with my job, how i hate the world... oh well what's new?! It's not like I've done much lately. Still the same boring old routine day in day out.

....ok I'm stuck. I just don't know what to say at this moment. I'm tired and I wanna go to sleep. So.. gudnyt world...

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