Definitions.. and then some.. :)

I saw this one in Facebook, and I just can't help but post it here as well.. Enjoy! :)

Instructions:

Go to and www.urbandictionary.com, type in your answer to each question in the search box, then write the FIRST definition it gives you. I guarantee you're gonna find some pretty hilarious results.


1. Your Name: Ayshen

Ayshen isn't defined yet.

* of course it's not! :P

2. Age: 24

24, The Jack Bauer Power Hour. The most entertainment you can stuff into a single day. Full of twists, turns, violence, and Elisha Cuthbert.

3. One of your friends: Lorselle

Lorselle isn't defined yet.

* LOL

4. What you should be doing: resting

To slack off from any responsibility and veg for an undetermined amount of time.

* amen!

5. Favorite color: blue

The hue of the portion of the visible spectrum lying between green and indigo, evoked in a human observer by radiant energy with wavelengths of approximately 420 to 490 nanometers.

6. Favorite number: 3

a number coming after 2, but not overshadowing it. Also a number coming directly before 4 but refussing ro be bullied or made feel less than by it. Strong number, yet emotionally sensative. In other words a number that knows its place.

* O.O LMAO!

7. Month of your birthday: May

May is the month where teachers think that they can control a classroom but really nothing gets done and no one cares about their grades anymore. usually this happens because summer break is only 30 days away

* May is summertime here in my world.. :)

8. Last person you talked to: Earl

Throw-up, Puking, Puke, Slang for Throwing up

* Now this is interesting.. LMAO

9. One of your nicknames: Shen

a fat chinese kid that rolls to his classes

* I just cant get over this one! ROFL

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Anxiety Attack

This has been a pretty hectic week for me (and its not over yet!). I couldn’t even sleep well at night just because I keep thinking of the things I need to do.

Sleepless nights started last Saturday when my dog Odie gave birth. I know I shouldn’t have to but I keep checking her and her puppies if they are doing well. Odie’s my first female dog (and I know I keep on spoiling her.. teehee) and dealing with dog pregnancy and giving birth is a first for me.

Another reason is that I had to prepare training documents for my new assistant. Her training was supposed to start last Tuesday, but she asked if she could start on Thursday instead. Lucky for me! Now I have more time to prepare. :D But unfortunately this means I still have loads of work to do.

Aside from that I have to go somewhere to process some “papers” this Friday and I’m not sure how to fix my schedule. Plus, I have to be back by Saturday so I can work again. It's not a forced overtime, mind you, I just want to get things done.

This would be a first when I’ll wish for more minutes in a hour, or more hours in a day, or more days in a week. Eeeepp! Now I’m starting to sound like Lurchie (she’s supposed to be the busy workaholic one, NOT ME?!). There just not enough time to do the things I have to do!

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Bad Day

I stole this meme from Lurchie. It's a lot of fun, got me laughing until the end. LOL. Anyway, here are the rules:

1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Playe, mp3 player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag 15 friends
5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
6. Have Fun!

IF SOMEONE SAYS ‘ARE YOU OKAY’ YOU SAY?
The Day You Said Goodnight – Hale (huh?!)

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
One Last Breath – Creed (suits me.. haha)

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Clap Again – Akon (woot?! I guess I want someone who wants to make me clap? I’m lost.. haha)

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Love Song – 311 (ehem! ehem! char!)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE’S PURPOSE?
Torn – Natalie Imbruglia (LMAO)

WHAT’S YOUR MOTTO?
Come What May – Patti LaBelle (this is so true!)

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Cast of Clowns – Wolfgang (O.O OMG!)

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Burn For You – TobyMac (ROFL)

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Helpless – K.D. Lang (this song hits the mark!)

WHAT IS 2 + 2?
What About Now – Chris Daughtry

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
I’d Rather – Luther Vandross (LOL)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Unbreakable – Alicia Keys (yeah man!)

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Places To Go – 50 Cent (Yeahp! I want to travel the world!)

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Gugmang Giatay – Enchi (O.O LMAO)

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Tambok ug Niwang – Max Surban (This is just so funny! ROFL)

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Free – Shawn McDonald (woot!)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Let All The World Sing Praises (I’m not sure about the artist)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
Come Holy Spirit – Malcolm Fletcher / Sara Kling

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
I Write The Songs – Barry Manilow

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
Big Girls Don’t Cry – Fergie (I’m not crying! hahah)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS
Baboy – Enchi (OMG! Hahahhahahahahaha)

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Bad Day

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Confident Not!

It’s been a while since I wore a dress or a skirt. So this morning, I decided to wear a dress for church. It felt good dressing up and looking like a lady once in a while. :) I'm the type that wears jeans and shirts almost every day (ok, nowadays a dressy blouse).

Anyway, EMA and I were buying some groceries after church this morning and we met one of his friends just outside the store. They exchanged their hellos and the friend suddenly asked how many kids we have? Gah! I couldn’t help but wonder if I look like a mother or someone who just gave birth? I didn’t mention this to EMA because I know he’ll just brush it off as nothing (men!). Anyway, up until now I keep staring at myself in the mirror wondering if I do look like someone who has kids.

Don’t get me wrong, I don’t have anything against mothers and kids. In fact I want to be one (someday..). But the idea that I already look like one when in fact I’m not is just depressing.

I know I’m not that thin like I used to (way back in high school.. haha) but I’m pretty sure I’m not that fat. Am I really that fat or something? *sigh* there goes my confidence down the drain.

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of bookworms and couch potatoes

I was tagged in this note in Facebook by one (or two) of my friends. But I decided not to post it there (sorry guys!). Anyway, it contains a list of more than 200 movies and I’m supposed to mark the ones that I have seen. Supposedly if I have seen around 80 or so movies on that list, it means I have no life. Gah! Out of the 239 movies on that list, I have seen 163 of them. I can still list down a hundred or so movies that I have seen that are not found on that list. Does that mean I don’t have a life?! Nah! I don’t think so. :) I just enjoy watching movies – whatever genre it is. It’s my way of relaxing after a long day’s work. :)

Aside from being a movie buff, I’m also a bookworm. I love curling up in my bed and read a book, especially on rainy nights. I’m weird, I know. But I do have a life aside from books and movies (and my PC). :) Now why do I sound like a geek or something.

But seriously, I’m not an introvert and I’m not the opposite either. Maybe I’m somewhere in between. I basically go with what I feel like doing. Ok enough about this! I’m talking aimlessly I know. I’m just thinking out loud ok? Gotta get back to work. Bye!

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The letter A

Rules: It's harder than it looks! Copy then erase my answers, enter yours, and tag 10 people. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real...nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

Have Fun!!

1. What is your name: Ayshen
2. A four Letter Word: Aunt
3. A boy's Name: Andoy
4. A girl's Name: Anday.. :)
5. An occupation: Arsonist (ahhahaha) uhmmm Agent?
6. A thing you own: Airplane (woot! Paper airplane man! :D)
7. Something you wear: Adidas.. hehe
8. A food: Asparagus
9. Something found in the bathroom: Avon shampoo.. heheh
10. A place: Among balay.. hahahah
11. A reason for being late: Asleep! Yehey!!
12. Something you shout: Ahaaaaaayyyy!!
13. A movie title: Angels and Demons! Yay!
14. Something you drink: Alaska milk?
15. A musical group: America.. (wow, oldies!)
16. An animal: Ant..
17. A street name: Avocado Street.. :D
18. A type of car: Aston Martin.. ehhee
19. A song title: Amazing Grace.. :)
20. A verb: Argue

I'm tagging YOU!

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GLOBELINES SUCKS!!!

Let me just share my rant. Actually I sent this to Globelines a while ago. And posted this anywhere I can. Forgive the spelling and grammatical errors. I was fuming mad while writing this.. and my hands were shaking (actually that's my usual reaction when I'm really mad). Anyway.. here goes..

To Whom It May Concern:

I've been having problems with my internet connection for two weeks now. I keep calling your Customer Support and they are utterly useless! They couldn't even provide much help. One of them told me that there's a problem with my BROWSER that's why I can't open websites (all 3 of my browsers?! WTF?! Puuhllleease explain this to me!). I asked for help and assistance and he just told me that I WOULD BE THE ONE TO FIX IT NOT HIM! Now what kind of CUSTOMER ASSISTANCE IS THAT?

You are paying these people to handle customer complaints and help out anyway they can, and he REFUSED to help! Your internet service is a joke. Your Customer Support is of no use at all! If you cannot provide GOOD INTERNET SERVICES, then AT LEAST tell your Customer Service Representatives to be HELPFUL!!!

You certainly will lose your customers if you continue this kind of services.

I asked him if they are still having problems with their system or something, and he just told me that the problem is with my browsers. Gah! Stupid! Stupid! Stupid! I said this before and let me say it again GLOBELINES EFFIN SUCKS!!!

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Because I had a bad day

Bad days are normal for all of us, but yesterday was just terrible for me. Let me summarize it through this:

7:30 – Started early to prepare for a meeting at 8 o’clock
7:50 – Internet connection started breaking and boss was already asking if I’m ready for the meeting
8:00 – No connection (damn!)
8:15 – Was able to connect for a few minutes (thank God I was able to inform the big bosses that I was having a problem with my connection)
8:30 – Got disconnected from the meeting
8:40 – Got connected again (insert sarcastic "Yay!" here)
8:50 – Got disconnected again! (Gah! I wanted to wring someone’s neck!)
8:53 – Got connected again, and received a message from the boss that I can just upload my report since I keep on getting disconnected and the meeting is almost over (this time I wanted to yell at someone, preferably someone from Globelines)
9:00 – Called Globelines Customer Service and yelled at the CS Representative (who didn’t even know anything! Hmph!)
9:30–11:00 – Connection back again but still very $h!tty!
11:15 – Got disconnected again! Called Globelines CS again! And yelled at someone again!
11:30 – I gave up. Prepared lunch and waited.
12:00 – Took my lunch and after that I check if there’s a connection.
12:15 – Started working again because connection was back and running
1:05 – (as in, that’s the exact time) Got disconnected again. Called Globlines CS again! And yelled at someone again! Sheesh! What a beautiful day for me.
1:15 – (or whatever time that was) I finally gave up. Turned off my PC and slept! Hahah!
3:00 – Made macaroons! And the rest of my afternoon was watching movies, baking, and eating. Yay for me!


The first half of my day was horrible. But at least I was still productive in the end right? Lurchie finally sent me a text message asking if I'm ok. (Zee and her were already wondering where I was). Teehee.. Thanks for the concern you guys! I’m ok. I just wanted to relax for a bit.

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I'm back!

Hello world! I’m back from the land of the dead. I was on a blog hiatus for about two months and I think it’s time to come back and try to make some sense in this world. Lurchie has been hounding me to start blogging again and well now here I am (hopefully..)

I’m still on the stage of gathering my thoughts (and ideas?) so please bear with me. I won’t promise anything yet, but I’ll try as much as I can not to let this little space of mine die. :)

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almost broken

A lot has happened since my last post. I won't go into details as to what really happend but it was really heart breaking. Honestly, I almost broke down, but thanks to a lot of prayers, support, and comfort from friends and family, I find myself actually better than I expect to be. I still feel the pain, though, but despite that I somehow feel lighter(?)...

Well a lot of things have changed in just a matter of hours. We'll see what the future brings for me. Let me share this video by Chris Daughtry.

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mood shmood

Ok.. I haven't been making any new posts for several days. I just couldn't inspire myself to write something interesting. Oh well, I might as well quote what Lurchie said before.. "i lost my muse"

Must be because of the work that still needs to be done, this terrible cold (and not to mention cough) that just wouldn't go away.. or I just plainly lost my inspiration to produce something worth "readable".. hmph this is bad.. I've been feeling a bit restless and somewhat glum. hmmm must be PMS?

December is finally here, yet nowadays I just feel so... down. Yeah that's the probably the word that sums up everything. Everything just feels so gloomy. Oh well don't worry about me, I'll get over this somehow. Just give me a couple of days... (takes a deep breath)

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dNeero: Movies and Music

My two favorite things: movies and music... Let me just post these conversations from dNeero.. I'm quite in a hurry.. hehehe

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Romance? Yeah right..

Out of sheer boredom, I created this..

It's not much, but I still think its pretty (oh well I love my own so sue me.. teehee). Anywho, Lurtsil would probably think me mushy for quoting Beethoven's letter to his Immortal Beloved (you can read these letters here). Don't you just wish you would receive a love letter from you beloved? I know I do. I'd probaly swoon from too much "mushiness" (if there is such a term).

Lursil and I had this argument just this morning about romance. Well I believe that romance only belongs in books and movies. The sweep-you-off-your-feet, can't eat, can't sleep, reach for the moon and stars, die-for-you love. Or maybe I'm just expecting too much from real life and that what happens in books and movies can't also happen in real life too?! She thinks otherwise though. Maybe someday I'll realize that I'm also living a love story too?! That cracks me up though.. oh well.. maybe I'm just a bit hard unemotional cold these days.. Or maybe I just need a little whack on my head..

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Blog Makeover

I've been revamping this blog since yesterday, trying to find the perfect template that suits me, and adding some this and that too. Well I could say I'm pleased with the results. I don't know much about HTML codes and stuff like that, and have been so afraid of tweaking codes. I failed before and lost some links and all after trying to change some of the codes (see post).

Well, after much hard work (well it was a lot of work for me! ), I have finally managed to give this blog a presentable look. It's a whole new look for me. I think this will do, for now... until the urge to do another blog makeover surfaces.

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nonsense

Nothing much to say, I'm so bored today. hmmmm.. that rhymes! :) ...just another ordinary day.. teehee.. don't mind me.

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Rainy days and Sundays

They say we also have 4 seasons here in the Philippines - hot, hotter, wet, wetter.. hehe well I could say the "wetter" season is finally here. We have had two typhoons every week starting September. Maybe we'll have another one this week..who knows. The weather these days is getting crazier huh. Don't get me wrong here, I love rainy days, especially when you have someone to snuggle up with. ;)

Ok I'm done. My brain just can't seem to work today. Maybe because of lack of sleep (from crying to much last night...) and the endless pouring of the rain. Or maybe I'm just... blank? I'm going out to find something to perk me up. This current state is just bad for my health.

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lazy days

I haven't done much blogging these days. I got bitten by the lazy bug this week. Or maybe I was just to busy watching Avatar: The Last Airbender. teehee.. that's my latest craze.. oh well... if you want to watch it click here.

anywho.. this will just be a short post.

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just another crazy day... hmph!

Have your ever had those days when everything just turns out bad? Well today is one of those days... I started working early to organize some things 'cause I have to train a new employee, the first few hours went well when suddenly this *dang* internet connection just went crazy again. (I hate Globelines! They suck! shesh!)

So I went out, bought this Prepaid SmartBro thing.. then it went well (for a couple of hours).. then... it's gone again?! What the F?!!! You gotta love the ISPs in the Philippines.. they are all pieces of shhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.......... (forgive me for my language.. I'm just really pissed off today... )

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Ooooppppsss!!! My mistake!!

This is what I get for playing around with my template. I don't have a know-how on this things... I lost all the links in my blog roll!! WTF?!! shesh.. sorry guys.. to those I exchanged links, please leave a comment to let me know, so I can add you up... :)

What a way to start September.. shesh!

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A Series of Unfortunate Events

These past few days have been so bad for me. I think it started last Friday afternoon. I was in a hurry to finish up work so I can go out and buy some stuff and pay some bills.. to my dismay my salary hasn't been transferred to my bank account yet.. :( so much for shopping... anyway, when I got home I tried to call E.M.A. but there was something wrong with Sun Cellular's network. I was able to call him though around late in the evening. Maybe it was just a bad day for me...

Saturday went by without any hassles, I even bought a few things and clothes.. teehee... and paid some bills. Now because of my shopping spree last Saturday (it was raining then), I had a pretty high fever came Sunday. I just ordered some pizza from Greenwhich 'cause I was too tired to cook (my bro has a Greencard so free pizza for us.. yipppee!!!).


Then came Monday.. You see Mondays in our company is so so busy. I have to make A LOT of reports, set up some tasks for the week, blah blah blah... AND I don't have an internet connection.. WTF?! I called up my customer service and guess what? NOBODY ANSWERED?!! WTF? A 24-hour Customer Service hotline and nobody answers?!! What the heck is wrong with my ISP?? I was able to work for only 2 hours. Gawd! Globelines really suck! Big time! I was fuming mad the whole day. How am I supposed to work now?! After a day of frustration and helplessness, I just broke down and cried. E.M.A. had to console me. hehe

Then came Tuesday, still no internet connection... tsk tsk tsk.. Now I'm really mad at Globelines! If I'll just sit around and mope nothing good will happen. I decided to go the nearest net cafe so I would be able to work. They charged Php20/hour, now that takes a big chunk on my budget since I'm working for 8 hours. Globelines should better give me rebate for this.. tsk tsk tsk..

Now working in a net cafe is pretty difficult. It was crammed with people, students mostly trying to make their school papers, projects, etc. After working for about 4 hours, I was having a terrible headache already. Four more hours staying in that cafe would probably kill me. But I decided to stay, naturally, all for the glory of work. shesh!!! After 8 hours of trying to work there, with head throbbing, I felt feverish. Now this is just what I need! A freakin fever?! So I went home, decided not work in a net cafe again. And prayed to God my connection will be back sooooooon.

Well... my prayers had been answered! I was all set to buy this prepaid Smartbro (another ISP) just incase I won't have a connection today. Well it's running again. Thank God! :) Now I have to make up for my lost hours last Monday. But what the heck, at least now I'm working at home.

I'm still buying that prepaid Smartbro though, Globe is just sooooo UNRELIABLE!

whew! This was a pretty loooong rant.. heheh now I have to get back to work.. :)

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