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I did it! I passed my golden ticket out of this prison, December 3. Now I'm counting my days here... hmmm.. 29 days to go and counting...
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Would you believe it?! My ticket was returned because I failed to explain my reasons why I'm getting out of here. I mean WTF?! Do I need to explain why?! Are they that blind?! This place is HORRIBLE! Ila pa jud daginuton ug palisod ng pag-resign?! Whaaat da F*$# is wrong with these people?! Mindless retards!
I just got my first award... (yipee for me...HA!), for not rendering overtime last Sunday! I mean WTF?! First, they transferred four of us to another project saying there is an excess of CEDs in ES, now they're asking, no REQUIRING, ES CEDs to render OT 4 hours every day.. Where the hell is the logic behind that?!!
Are they LIARS or just plain DUMB STUPID IDIOTS?!!
I can hardly wait for my last day in prison. I have my reasons for breaking out. As to what those reasons are...? Ok if you're curious why maybe I can say some of those things here...
(1) It seems my health is starting to deteriorate. If I continue to stay here, basi decaying na nya ko... hehehheeh pero that's really one of my reasons why.
(2) The fact that I already told the "key persons" that I'm going out this December would really finalize my decision that I really HAVE to go. For some reasons (I suspect pure SABOTAGE), we were transferred to another project. Reasons that are unreasonable. Some people would simply abuse their power to get rid of teammates who are beyond their control, who question their decisions, who stand up for their beliefs. I mean what kind of a leader is that? The one who said, and I quote “Why would I back up an incompetent staff? That would only show that I am incompetent as well.” What a simple minded fool. I'd like to stab her with a spoon over and over again.
(3) Which would bring me to my third reason: the situation among us "prisoners". Don' get me wrong. I like what I'm doing, but to stay on a place where you would just be bled to death working your ass off. It's like staying in Azkaban, where your happiness and your sanity are being sucked out by hungry dementors. This is the kind of place where one is persecuted if you question the decision of authority. A milder version of dictatorship. It's a do-this-or-die kind of life here. I've had enough. I'm taking myself and what's left of my sanity out of this hellhouse.
(4) This place is CHEAP. Need I say more? My fellow inmates would know why. Simply cheap.
(5) I think I found my other path. Though it is still unclear, I'd rather stake my life finding out than give my life to this prison.
I've made up my mind. Nothing and no one can stop me from breaking free... yeah I'm breaking free (sings)...
Ok so I'm a business graduate, but cutting costs to the point selling "old" "recycled" rice WITH ANTS is just sooooooo BAD... downright vicious... to think our canteen concessionaire is the owner of Sweet Choices... Sweet choices my ass... Why dont you call yourself CHEAP DIRTY CHOICES...
A certain "circumstance" just slammed right into our faces this morning at work... It brought an uproar among us inmates, it brought us to tears. It really feels like prison (really like a hellhouse). Life here is do this or die. They say their people is important to them, then what is this bull$&# about not being able to have a choice.
Are they really asking for it?! The time when there will be an uprising among inmates. I'd be proud to stand infront and shout JUSTICE! Pero.. I can dream can I? I doubt if it would really come to that. Some are just chicken...plain CHICKEN.. pa goody-goody ba.. those KISS-AS people. Somehow complaining but never really doing something...anything.
Before I break out, I wish I could do something to those left behind. Times like this I wish I have superpowers and kick the butts of all those who wronged us.. GO SUPER-EHN!
"The only thing necessary for the triumph of evil is for good men to do NOTHING."
...after months and months of thinking and trying to figure things out... I've finally decided...
I'M BREAKING OUT OF THE HELLHOUSE!
I'll explain things later....I'm counting my days.. tralalalalalla
I've have been away from work for 5 days and I FEEL GREAT! It's not like I would miss anything from work, except probably all those blah blah blahs mandrake (that's what I'm calling that no-good piece of ****; mind my language)... life at work is so full of $#&* these days.. I've been very happy these 5 days I've been away from that hellhouse, who cares if I wont be able to get enough pay... HA! I think hell is much better than that place.
Anywayz, I'm going back this Tuesday... how I wish that day won't ever come.. but reality check... I have to go back... and face those sorry-excuse-for-a-hehehehe... go figure...
Current status: sniffing, sneezing, head pounding... totally stressed and wanting to drop dead.
Haaaayyyy, this is me at this very minute... I'm not going to start rambling again about how my life sucks, how tired i am with my job, how i hate the world... oh well what's new?! It's not like I've done much lately. Still the same boring old routine day in day out.
....ok I'm stuck. I just don't know what to say at this moment. I'm tired and I wanna go to sleep. So.. gudnyt world...
Unsa may angay nga buhaton sa mga tawong mudawat ra ug limpyo? Sa mga tawong dili kahibalo muhunahuna sa uban? Sa mga tawo nga wala gud lamay maski gamay nalaman gud nga konsensya?
(A) patiran
(B) sumbagon
(C) bunalan
(D) sunugon
(E) dunggabon
(F) kana tanan..
Unsa akong buhaton? Una sumbagon, dayon patidpatiran, dayon bunalan ug tubo hantod muyatyat na ning bukog, dayon dunggabon, dayon sunugon nako. O diba la-in?!
In-ani gyud ko ka bayolente kung mangisog na jud ko kaayo. Mura ba ug di na ko kaila ug tawo. Ahay. Makalagot man gud hunahunaon nga bali na nimo paningkamot dayon, tapaktapakan ra ka sa imong mga kauban. Asa naman ng ilang gi-ingon nga "teamwork"? Kanang magsige ra ug salig nga imo ra nang trabahon kay wala namay la-in.
Sige na laman ko ug dawat anang mga trabahong lisod. Ok ra man nako nang mudawat ko ana, pero di pud dagway angay na kanunay na laman ako magtrabaho ana. Abi kay paspas ko? Ah manti-aw pud ron oi. Unya kung mupahawa na ko diri, kinsa man ang mu pulot ana nga trabaho? Diha namo mapugos. Pastilan! Bali pud ng maabot na ta ana nga sitwasyon.
Bali pud ning trabaho-a ni. Oo, ganahan ko sa akong trabaho (mu biya pud ni naghatag ug kwarta para makapalit ko sa akong mga palaliton), pero bali ra pud ning mga tawo dire oi. Abi man nako ug edukado ni sila, mga tigulang naman unta, nakatrabaho napud sauna, pero muo man nuon ang magsige binata.
Manti-aw pud ning kinabuhi sa? Dili gyud kanunay mahitabo ang unsa imo gusto. Hahaay... wa namn gud ko la-ing mabuhat gawas aning magbagolbol ug mu balos pud panalgsa. hehehehe diba dili mn pud maayo anang mgsige ra ka pa tapak anang uban. Mubalos pud ta panalagsa! Tawo ra biya ta. DBA?!
Murag pariha man mi ug bagolbol ni lurtsil. Siya ra pud akong gi-ingnan ani akong mga bagolbol. Pero karon nga ako na ning gibutang dire sa akong blog, kabalo na mo. Dire sa kutob akong mga bagolbol. Sa sunod napud. Mubalik sa ko trabaho... hehe
im bored... here i am, waiting for 10 o'clock to come and wohoo i can finally sleep... it has been a looong day... 10 o'clock seems so far far away pa... haaay... buhay spi... can it be more boring than this? we're just wasting our time (not to mention company money) surfing the net, blogging, friendster, sillimanians.com, blah blah blah... WALA MI FILES! we were hoping for this time to come, but now it has...hmmm.. seems such a waste of time.
all i can hear is the tapping of keyboards, the constant humm of the air-conditioning, a few laughs and murmurs here and there, someone yawning. heheh people are bored. mu ra na akong ma say... people are just plain B-O-R-E-D... oh can i add, people are getting sick too... my officemates are starting to cough and sneeze, sniffles here and there, people are now starting to sound... nasal? is that the right word?... we're not only bored... we're getting sick... come to think of it, my head is starting to throb too...
it's only a matter of time when i'll cough and sneeze and sound nasal too... with this place we're working in... HA! One day isa ra ang sip-onon, the next day the whole production will get sick too...
im rambling... hehe wla lang.. just wanting to blah blah some useless stuff today... im bored...
IN PRISON - you spend the majority of your time in a 10X10 cell.
AT WORK - you spend the majority of your time in an 8X8 cubicle.
IN PRISON - you get three meals a day.
AT WORK - you get a break for one meal and you have to pay for it.
IN PRISON - you get time off for good behavior.
AT WORK - you get more work for good behavior.
IN PRISON - the guard locks and unlocks all the doors for you.
AT WORK - you must often carry a security card and open all the doors for yourself.
IN PRISON - you can watch TV and play games.
AT WORK - you could get fired for watching TV and playing games.
IN PRISON - you get your own toilet.
AT WORK - you have to share the toilet with some people who peed on the seat.
IN PRISON - they allow your family and friends to visit.
AT WORK - you aren't even supposed to speak to your family.
IN PRISON - all expenses are paid by the taxpayers with no work required.
AT WORK - you get to pay all your expenses to go to work, and they deduct taxes from your salary to pay for prisoners.
IN PRISON - you spend most of your life inside bars wanting to get out.
AT WORK - you spend most of your time wanting to get out and go inside bars.
IN PRISON - you must deal with sadistic wardens.
AT WORK - they are called managers.
(*found this in friendster bulletins..)
It's not a ticket to a chocolate factory, but i guess it's a ticket to a sweeter life, free from the prison camp we're into.. day in.. day out. It's what E.M.A. and I jokingly call "The Sobre" (envelope). We can make one for ourselves, but it's the words and the time (especially the time) that are difficult, not to mention the courage to make one.
E.M.A. just gave his golden ticket... and now he's counting his days here in prison camp. People keep asking me if I'm making one myself. I still lack to courage to do so...I still have so many things to consider: persons who are counting on me, my health, my happiness, my will to let go...blah blah blah
My brain does not seem to work right now. I can't seem to concentrate with the file I'm working on.. oh well.. Tuesday blues... hmmmmm......
I'm workin' on something and I can't seem to finish it... hahaayyy... maybe tomorrow.. or the next day or the next day.. or the next day...
I'm bored and I'm tired... these new policies we have to follow sucks the life out of me like Dementors do (in their case, happiness). This "prison camp" is guarded with so much Dementors that every day what's left of my sanity is taken away bit by bit. I can't blame the people around me if they think I'm bitchy these days. This prison camp sucks.. but as Lurchie said I have to find another (much better) work before leaving this place of suffering. Ok I'm rambling again... I have a hundred reasons to leave this place, but still have a thousand reasons to stay... hmph... I'm going insane.
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I have a new puppy (a milllion thank yous to Daphne). Her name's Odie... She's a half dachshund–half something... She's sooooo cute, with adorable eyes, and a sweet face. I'll post some pixies later.. teeeehehehehe
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Oohh... my birthday's coming up… I'm planning to go to Cebu next week and then to Kawasan, if nothing else would prevent me from going. (Who knows...)
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My mind's in whirl right now.. I can't seem to keep things in order... til later...Am i making sense at all? heheh
back to work again.. how i wished my vacation was longer.. i spent my five days sleeping and eating and going to church... i never went to different places (as what i have planned before).. oh well.. at least i was able to rest for a couple of days..
so here i am again.. trying to read and edit these articles, wishing i am somewhere else.. some place where i can forget all these...
don't get me wrong i like my job, i enjoy reading.. but its the place and the people that gets to my nerves... oh well can't love them all can i?
Read more..."Men for the sake of getting a living forget to live."
-Margaret Fuller
yay.. i'll be taking a 5-day vacation.. finally i can rest.. no way am i gonna render overtime... my eyes hurt and my head is about to explode.. im about to break down... im in the brink of insanity... i really really really need this vacation to replenish myself... teeeheeee
til later....
So here I am in the office again and its a Sunday... Its suppose to be a restday and they're requiring us to render overtime just because we wont be working for 5 days next week. Is that even legal?!
This is one of the reasons why I'm starting to hate this place. We're working ourselves to death and what do we get in return? Nothing... Absolutely nothing.
Bear with me while I keep on complaining.. that is what I'm doing this days... haaaaayyyyy....
im tired and im bored... ive been working in this place for about one year and three months, and this place is starting to annoy me.. no not annoy me irritate me (now that's a better word to describe it)...
if i go out what would i do? go back to school? nah i dont think so... it will only drive me crazy, for sure. where will i go? to go far far far away from home might seem a good idea, but im still hesitant to do it. i might not be able to adjust with the new life and stuff... how would i learn if i dont try right? i know... i know.. im just making myself more confused than ever. hey that's my life..
im just driving myself crazy each time i think of this..
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