stupid idiots

I just got my first award... (yipee for me...HA!), for not rendering overtime last Sunday! I mean WTF?! First, they transferred four of us to another project saying there is an excess of CEDs in ES, now they're asking, no REQUIRING, ES CEDs to render OT 4 hours every day.. Where the hell is the logic behind that?!!

Are they LIARS or just plain DUMB STUPID IDIOTS?!!

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Forgive Me (by Evanescene)

Can you forgive me again?
I don't know what I said
But I didn't mean to hurt you

I heard the words come out
I thought that I would die
It hurts so much to hurt you

Then you look at me
You're not shouting anymore
You're silently broken

I'd give anything now
to kill those words for you

Each time I say something I regret, I cry "I don't wanna lose you!"
But some how I know that you will never leave me, yeah.

'Cause you were made for me
Some how I'll make you see
How happy you make me

I can't live this life
Without you by my side
I need you to survive

So stay with me
You look in my eyes and I'm screaming inside that I'm sorry..

And you forgive me again
You're my one true friend
And I never meant to hurt you

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"A competent leader can get efficient service from poor troops, while on the contrary an incapable leader can demoralize the best of troops."
~ General of the Armies John J. Pershing

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Counting my days...

I can hardly wait for my last day in prison. I have my reasons for breaking out. As to what those reasons are...? Ok if you're curious why maybe I can say some of those things here...

(1) It seems my health is starting to deteriorate. If I continue to stay here, basi decaying na nya ko... hehehheeh pero that's really one of my reasons why.

(2) The fact that I already told the "key persons" that I'm going out this December would really finalize my decision that I really HAVE to go. For some reasons (I suspect pure SABOTAGE), we were transferred to another project. Reasons that are unreasonable. Some people would simply abuse their power to get rid of teammates who are beyond their control, who question their decisions, who stand up for their beliefs. I mean what kind of a leader is that? The one who said, and I quote “Why would I back up an incompetent staff? That would only show that I am incompetent as well.” What a simple minded fool. I'd like to stab her with a spoon over and over again.

(3) Which would bring me to my third reason: the situation among us "prisoners". Don' get me wrong. I like what I'm doing, but to stay on a place where you would just be bled to death working your ass off. It's like staying in Azkaban, where your happiness and your sanity are being sucked out by hungry dementors. This is the kind of place where one is persecuted if you question the decision of authority. A milder version of dictatorship. It's a do-this-or-die kind of life here. I've had enough. I'm taking myself and what's left of my sanity out of this hellhouse.

(4) This place is CHEAP. Need I say more? My fellow inmates would know why. Simply cheap.

(5) I think I found my other path. Though it is still unclear, I'd rather stake my life finding out than give my life to this prison.

I've made up my mind. Nothing and no one can stop me from breaking free... yeah I'm breaking free (sings)...

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Sweet choices?!

Ok so I'm a business graduate, but cutting costs to the point selling "old" "recycled" rice WITH ANTS is just sooooooo BAD... downright vicious... to think our canteen concessionaire is the owner of Sweet Choices... Sweet choices my ass... Why dont you call yourself CHEAP DIRTY CHOICES...

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