old things

I was going thru my old things in my cabinet yesterday and i found my old notebook which i write everything (and absolutely everything) that goes into my head... i gues that was my old version of "blog"... hehehe i found this poem which i wrote for my english class back in high school.. check this out..

Tragic Love

The coldness of the night engulfs me
I close my eyes but I still I see
Those meaningful moments we once share,
Your gentle smile and your eyes full of care

Tears of pain blur my eyes
Wondering if you could hear my cries
Lonely is the night without your love
I cry for a miracle at the heavens above

Rescue me from the despair, Beloved Angel of Mine
I seek thy love, oh please give me a sign;
Hoping to end this agony in my life
Bringing me anguish, like stabbing me with a knife

Oh where are you, Beloved Angel of Mine
I seek thy love, oh please give me a sign;
Save me from the burning rays of agony
From this prison of pain, please set me free

Here in the dark I cry helplessly
Surrounded by the walls of agony
Amidst the lonely moan of the moonlight
I find myself trembling with fright

Staring at space, looking at nothing at all
My head is spinning trying to take control
Confusion has turned my world upside-down
Now I have to face this tragedy alone

When will you come for me, Beloved Angel of Mine
I seek thy love, oh please give me a sign;
How can I tell you so that you can feel
The love I have for you, my friend, is real

Hear my cries, Beloved Angel of Mine
I seek thy love, oh please give me a sign;
I long for the comfort of your warm embrace
I yearn to see the smile on your face

The coldness of the night engulfs me
I close my eyes and now I see
The painful truth of reality
That you will never be here for me

Amidst the cold night rain, I break down and cry
Thinking of the truth makes me want to die
I have given you all the love in the world
Yet you never even utter a single word

Can you hear me, Beloved Angel of Mine
I seek thy love, oh please give me a sign;
If only it would be so easy for me to let you see
The love I have stored in my heart for thee