sHeNzEe's wOrLd: 2009

>> Wednesday, April 15

I got tag by the every busy Mommy Ruby who, despite all the work she needs to do, finds time to plurk, twitter, do memes and be a full time mom.. :) Kudos to you Mommy Rubs!

The rule of this tag is to answer the questions below:

A# Attached or Single? Single with attachments.. LOL

B# Best Friend? best friends.. :)

C# Cake or Pie? cake!

D# Day of Choice? Friday

E# Essential Item? Phone.. :)

F# Favorite Color? Blue!

G# Gummy Bears or Worms? neither..

H# Hometown? Dumaguete City

I# Favorite Indulgence? Ice cream!

J# January or July? July

K# Kids? two doggies! :D

L# Life isn’t complete without….? God! <<>

M# Marriage date? indefinite.. LOL

N# Number of magazine subscriptions? nada!

O# Oranges or Apples? Apples!

P# Phobias? Lizards! eeeeeewwwwww!!!!

Q# Quotes? ‘All that is necessary for the triumph of evil is that good men do nothing’

R# Reasons to smile? family and friends

S# Season of choice? winter.. :)

T# Tag five people. I’m tagging Lurchie, Zr, Tita Ebie, Rhardo, uhmmm... let me think who else?

U# Unknown fact about me? I love to cook! (most friends don't know that I love to cook)

V# Vegetable? uhmmmm... eh.. next question please!

W# Worst habit? is stubbornes a habit? :P

X# X-Ray or Ultrasound? im not sure...

Y# Your favorite foods? Pizza and Pasta, Ice cream, Cake, Brownies, and a whole lot more!!

Z# Zodiac sign? Taurus!

>> Monday, April 6

My entry for this weeks Scrappin Mandaze is centered on my mother. It's her birthday this coming Saturday (April 11) and I wanted to make a LO for her. Since her birthday is just a day before Easter Sunday, I decided to use Easter as my theme.

My mom and I are very close. We shop together and do a lot of things together. I know I can never repay her for everything that she have done for me but I hope she knows and feels how much I love everything about her.

To my Mama:
Thank you so much for being so patient with me. I can never be who and where I am right now without your unconditional love and support.

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Credits: scrapblog.com

Tag! I'm IT!

>> Tuesday, March 31

So I made a comment in rhardo's post and I'm supposed to do this meme just because of that comment. hayyzz.. So I got stuck. But I feel like doing memes today so here goes...

1. Name the people who made you laugh last night?
Can I consider my puppies? Teehee.. ok ok.. so if I have to name a person I guess its EMA..

2. What were you doing at 8:00?
8:00am Im already working.. 8:00pm (tonight) who knows? Teehee maybe watching Giada de Laurentiis’ show..

3. What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
Working, plurking, blog hopping.. teehee

4. What happened to you in 2006?
2006… hmmmm… met EMA? LOL

5. What was the last thing you said out loud?
“hahaaayy kainit!” it’s just so hot these days…

6. How many beverages did you have today?
mango juice, iced tea and lots and lost water..

7. What color is your hairbrush?
brown and blue…

8. What was the last thing you paid for?
dog food… :)

9. Where were you last night?
home…

10. What color is your front door?
brown..

11. Where do you keep your change?
my coin purse..

12. What’s the weather like today?
Gah! It’s just so hot!!!

13. What’s the best ice-cream flavor?
chocolate!!!

14. What excites you?
a lot of things.. hahaha (mabaw ra kog kalipay… LOL)

15. Do you want to cut your hair?
not really..

16. Are you over the age of 25?
not yet.. hahah turning 25 in another month or so…

17. Do you talk a lot?
yes.. hahah but im sometimes quiet too…

18. Do you watch the O.C.?
no..

19. Do you know anyone named Steven?
nope.. but I know several Stephen.. :)

20. Do you make up your own words?
not really…

21. Are you a jealous person?
teehee… uhmmm.. yes?

22. Name a friend whose name starts with the letter ‘A’.
Ayshen (hahah dats me).. Ann (lurchie), Alexis, Alvin, Andrea.. I have several friends whose names start with A.. :)

23. Name a friend whose name starts with the letter ‘K’.
Katrina.. Kay..

24. Who’s the first person on your received call list?
EMA.. :)

25. What does the last text message you received say?
from EMA.. saying goodnight.. sheesh.. why are my answers mostly about EMA? Haayzz..

26. Do you chew on your straw?
nope…

27. Do you have curly hair?
I have thick wavy hair.. not really that curly..

28. Where’s the next place you’re going to?
Im going out later this afternoon.. prolly going to get something to eat.. hahha

29. Who’s the rudest person in your life?
nyahahhah I won’t mention her name here… hahah

30. What was the last thing you ate?
humba.. hahaha

31. Will you get married in the future?
maybe… who knows.. :D

32. What’s the best movie you’ve seen in the past 2 weeks?
The Secret Life of Bees..

33. Is there anyone you like right now?
yeahp.. ;)

34. When was the last time you did the dishes?
a while ago.. :)

35. Are you currently depressed?
nope.. just going nuts thinking of the tasks I have to do in just a few hours...

36. Did you cry today?
nah.. why should I?

37. Why did you answer and post this?
no choice.. mangluod unya si rhardo.. hahahah

38. 5 people you tag next?
hmmm.. wla ra.. anyone can repost this.. :p

Scrappin’ Mondaze #8

>> Sunday, March 29

This is my entry for this week's Scrappin Mandaze. I haven't posted scraps for about two weeks (sorry Z!). Things have just been so busy. Heck I didn't have time for myself for the last several weeks (and I even sometimes forget to text EMA... teehee).

Well anyway, this week's subject is my long time friendship with another blogger (Lurchie). We have been friends since I can remember. The photo in this LO was taken during our Early Childhood School (preschool) graduation. And as you can see, we even have similar dresses! teehee..

Oh well, here's to a history of friendship and many more years of shared laughters and tears.

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Credits: scrapblog.com

thoughts on a warm summer day...

>> Saturday, March 28

I haven’t been posting lately huh? Teehee.. Blame it on my workload not to mention the stuff I have to do at home, and mostly on the fact that I’m just too ~~lazy~~ busy to put my thoughts together these days. Sheesh! I’m becoming a workaholic. I never thought I could be one. This goes to show how much I enjoy my life these days not minding the loads of things that need to be done.

Anyway, the world is just so hot today. Summer is definitely here. I like summer, but I love the rainy days. What I like about summer before is that I could take a break from classes and just laze around the house. If only there’s a summer break at work... teehee

On another note, there’s a scheduled brown out today in my area. This is one of the things Dumaguete is known for – whole day brown outs. But thankfully we still have electricity here in the campus (Yeah! Lucky us!). Maybe Dumaguete is supporting Earth Hour by scheduling a whole day brown out?! Hehe well who knows?! I’m still going to turn off the lights and all the other appliances for an hour tonight though. Well maybe not all, can I just turn on the electric fan? It’s just so hot! :D

Oh oh oh, I just realized that bloggie is turning two years! To think I only created this blog out of sheer curiosity and so just so I could vent out my frustrations about work in prison camp. Teehee.. And thanks to Lurchie for badgering me to try out the blogger world.

Happy Anniversary Shenzee’s World, we finally made it to two years!

Definitions.. and then some.. :)

>> Sunday, March 15

I saw this one in Facebook, and I just can't help but post it here as well.. Enjoy! :)

Instructions:

Go to and www.urbandictionary.com, type in your answer to each question in the search box, then write the FIRST definition it gives you. I guarantee you're gonna find some pretty hilarious results.

1. Your Name: Ayshen

Ayshen isn't defined yet.

* of course it's not! :P

2. Age: 24

24, The Jack Bauer Power Hour. The most entertainment you can stuff into a single day. Full of twists, turns, violence, and Elisha Cuthbert.

3. One of your friends: Lorselle

Lorselle isn't defined yet.

* LOL

4. What you should be doing: resting

To slack off from any responsibility and veg for an undetermined amount of time.

* amen!

5. Favorite color: blue

The hue of the portion of the visible spectrum lying between green and indigo, evoked in a human observer by radiant energy with wavelengths of approximately 420 to 490 nanometers.

6. Favorite number: 3

a number coming after 2, but not overshadowing it. Also a number coming directly before 4 but refussing ro be bullied or made feel less than by it. Strong number, yet emotionally sensative. In other words a number that knows its place.

* O.O LMAO!

7. Month of your birthday: May

May is the month where teachers think that they can control a classroom but really nothing gets done and no one cares about their grades anymore. usually this happens because summer break is only 30 days away

* May is summertime here in my world.. :)

8. Last person you talked to: Earl

Throw-up, Puking, Puke, Slang for Throwing up

* Now this is interesting.. LMAO

9. One of your nicknames: Shen

a fat chinese kid that rolls to his classes

* I just cant get over this one! ROFL

dNeero: Our Philippines

>> Tuesday, March 10

It's been a while since I last posted a conversation from dNeero. I like dNeero because they actually pay you to when you join in their surveys and post it in your blog. Unlike all the other "paid" surveys.. Well anyway, allow me to post this conversation..

Scrappin' Mandaze #5

>> Monday, March 9

That time of the week again when I'm ~~forced~~ reminded by Z to make a LO for Scrappin Mandaze. Good friend that I am, I happily try my best to make a presentable scrap. :)

Anywho, this week my subject would be my BIG brother, Abe. He saw me the other week making a scrap for my niece, Nica. He wanted me to make one for him too (gah! not another dictator in my life! teehee..). He's into outdoor stuff, and every 3 months or so he and his friends go around Negros and go canoeing, hiking or something like that. Their next trip would be next month in Bohol. I wonder how that will turn out (just as long as I get my pasalubong!).

Anyway, I wanted to make a LO that is not too "girly". But I'm in a hurry and this is the best I can do.. teehee

Anxiety Attack

>> Thursday, March 5

This has been a pretty hectic week for me (and its not over yet!). I couldn’t even sleep well at night just because I keep thinking of the things I need to do.

Sleepless nights started last Saturday when my dog Odie gave birth. I know I shouldn’t have to but I keep checking her and her puppies if they are doing well. Odie’s my first female dog (and I know I keep on spoiling her.. teehee) and dealing with dog pregnancy and giving birth is a first for me.

Another reason is that I had to prepare training documents for my new assistant. Her training was supposed to start last Tuesday, but she asked if she could start on Thursday instead. Lucky for me! Now I have more time to prepare. :D But unfortunately this means I still have loads of work to do.

Aside from that I have to go somewhere to process some “papers” this Friday and I’m not sure how to fix my schedule. Plus, I have to be back by Saturday so I can work again. It's not a forced overtime, mind you, I just want to get things done.

This would be a first when I’ll wish for more minutes in a hour, or more hours in a day, or more days in a week. Eeeepp! Now I’m starting to sound like Lurchie (she’s supposed to be the busy workaholic one, NOT ME?!). There just not enough time to do the things I have to do!

Scrappin Mandaze #4

>> Monday, March 2

My entry for this week’s Scrappin Mandaze is about my dog Odie. She just gave birth two four beautiful puppies last Saturday. I was up all night just to see through Odie’s delivery. Thankfully, there were no complications. I was both excited and scared since this was Odie’s first pregnancy (and hopefully the last). She wasn’t supposed to get pregnant. I even had her take birth control pills (woot!) . Well anyway, I guess she was meant to have these puppies..

So, this is my entry for this week. Enjoy!

Bad Day

>> Wednesday, February 25

I stole this meme from Lurchie. It's a lot of fun, got me laughing until the end. LOL. Anyway, here are the rules:

1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Playe, mp3 player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag 15 friends
5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
6. Have Fun!

IF SOMEONE SAYS ‘ARE YOU OKAY’ YOU SAY?
The Day You Said Goodnight – Hale (huh?!)

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
One Last Breath – Creed (suits me.. haha)

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Clap Again – Akon (woot?! I guess I want someone who wants to make me clap? I’m lost.. haha)

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Love Song – 311 (ehem! ehem! char!)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE’S PURPOSE?
Torn – Natalie Imbruglia (LMAO)

WHAT’S YOUR MOTTO?
Come What May – Patti LaBelle (this is so true!)

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Cast of Clowns – Wolfgang (O.O OMG!)

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Burn For You – TobyMac (ROFL)

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Helpless – K.D. Lang (this song hits the mark!)

WHAT IS 2 + 2?
What About Now – Chris Daughtry

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
I’d Rather – Luther Vandross (LOL)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Unbreakable – Alicia Keys (yeah man!)

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Places To Go – 50 Cent (Yeahp! I want to travel the world!)

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Gugmang Giatay – Enchi (O.O LMAO)

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Tambok ug Niwang – Max Surban (This is just so funny! ROFL)

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Free – Shawn McDonald (woot!)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Let All The World Sing Praises (I’m not sure about the artist)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
Come Holy Spirit – Malcolm Fletcher / Sara Kling

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
I Write The Songs – Barry Manilow

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
Big Girls Don’t Cry – Fergie (I’m not crying! hahah)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS
Baboy – Enchi (OMG! Hahahhahahahahaha)

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Bad Day

Quote for the Day: life's choices

Let me share this quote I came upon while browsing through the status updates in Facebook (teehee):

As I was making this post, I received a mail from a Daphy that contains a link to a website (The Brown Raise Movement). I just realized this day commemorates the People Power Revolution of 1986. As I browse through the said site, it suddenly dawns on me how different the Filipinos of today compared to those during the time of Jose Rizal. The sense of nationalism is entirely different.

We are so focused on the actions of our government - who made a deal with who, who should be impeached, conducting investigations as to who is at fault - its totally a waste of time. When in fact, we should focus on what we could do for the nation as a whole (and I don't mean going on a rally of some sort to impeach this and that).

I believe if we really want to change as a nation, we should start the change within ourselves. We are so bent in changing other people, we forget the things we need to change within ourselves. They say Filipinos are hardworking, I say Filipinos are lazy. Why do I say this? I'll explain this more on my next post or so... :)

Scrappin’ Mondaze #3

>> Sunday, February 22

Week 3 of Scrappin Mandaze and I was early in creating this layout. I made this last night out of sheer boredom and Z was already “reminding” me yesterday to make my LO for this week. Gah! Do I really have a choice? Teehee…

This week I wanted to make a LO for my niece Nica Cassiopeia. She’s my cousin’s 10-year-old daughter. She’s a bit big for her age. Well that’s an understatement since she weighs around 130 lbs! But I love this kid. I still can’t believe she’s all grown up now. I can still remember babysitting for her several years back when her mom is away on a trip. Oh well time flies.

Credits: theme by Jodie Patterson (www.scrapblog.com)

Confident Not!

It’s been a while since I wore a dress or a skirt. So this morning, I decided to wear a dress for church. It felt good dressing up and looking like a lady once in a while. :) I'm the type that wears jeans and shirts almost every day (ok, nowadays a dressy blouse).

Anyway, EMA and I were buying some groceries after church this morning and we met one of his friends just outside the store. They exchanged their hellos and the friend suddenly asked how many kids we have? Gah! I couldn’t help but wonder if I look like a mother or someone who just gave birth? I didn’t mention this to EMA because I know he’ll just brush it off as nothing (men!). Anyway, up until now I keep staring at myself in the mirror wondering if I do look like someone who has kids.

Don’t get me wrong, I don’t have anything against mothers and kids. In fact I want to be one (someday..). But the idea that I already look like one when in fact I’m not is just depressing.

I know I’m not that thin like I used to (way back in high school.. haha) but I’m pretty sure I’m not that fat. Am I really that fat or something? *sigh* there goes my confidence down the drain.

of bookworms and couch potatoes

>> Thursday, February 19

I was tagged in this note in Facebook by one (or two) of my friends. But I decided not to post it there (sorry guys!). Anyway, it contains a list of more than 200 movies and I’m supposed to mark the ones that I have seen. Supposedly if I have seen around 80 or so movies on that list, it means I have no life. Gah! Out of the 239 movies on that list, I have seen 163 of them. I can still list down a hundred or so movies that I have seen that are not found on that list. Does that mean I don’t have a life?! Nah! I don’t think so. :) I just enjoy watching movies – whatever genre it is. It’s my way of relaxing after a long day’s work. :)

Aside from being a movie buff, I’m also a bookworm. I love curling up in my bed and read a book, especially on rainy nights. I’m weird, I know. But I do have a life aside from books and movies (and my PC). :) Now why do I sound like a geek or something.

But seriously, I’m not an introvert and I’m not the opposite either. Maybe I’m somewhere in between. I basically go with what I feel like doing. Ok enough about this! I’m talking aimlessly I know. I’m just thinking out loud ok? Gotta get back to work. Bye!

Scrappin’ Mondaze #2

>> Monday, February 16

This is my second entry for Z's meme. Since I'm a very good friend (as if I have a choice! teehee), I'm making another scrap thingy for this week. Here's my scrappy thingy..

Photos were taken when E.M.A. and I went to Bohol. I think this was my first trip with him. *sigh* I miss taking long trips and visiting new places with E.M.A. It's been a year or so since our last vacation together. Oh well.. work now, play later I guess.. *sigh*

The letter A

Rules: It's harder than it looks! Copy then erase my answers, enter yours, and tag 10 people. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real...nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

Have Fun!!

1. What is your name: Ayshen
2. A four Letter Word: Aunt
3. A boy's Name: Andoy
4. A girl's Name: Anday.. :)
5. An occupation: Arsonist (ahhahaha) uhmmm Agent?
6. A thing you own: Airplane (woot! Paper airplane man! :D)
7. Something you wear: Adidas.. hehe
8. A food: Asparagus
9. Something found in the bathroom: Avon shampoo.. heheh
10. A place: Among balay.. hahahah
11. A reason for being late: Asleep! Yehey!!
12. Something you shout: Ahaaaaaayyyy!!
13. A movie title: Angels and Demons! Yay!
14. Something you drink: Alaska milk?
15. A musical group: America.. (wow, oldies!)
16. An animal: Ant..
17. A street name: Avocado Street.. :D
18. A type of car: Aston Martin.. ehhee
19. A song title: Amazing Grace.. :)
20. A verb: Argue

I'm tagging YOU!

Hearts Day

>> Saturday, February 14

I just love surprises! I received long-stemmed red roses, a cute Tiffany bear and a card from E.M.A. It really is a surprise for me ‘cause I never expected anything from him this Valentines. He’s not the type to go mushy but he knows I love surprises.

The funny thing is he scheduled for them to be delivered first thing in the morning of February 14, but they were delivered on the 13th. :D He was the one who was surprised when I called him and said my million thank yous! Anyway, he wanted to surprise me more by coming home today but decided not to when I told him yesterday that trips were canceled because of the bad weather. Oh well.. but I’m still so happy. I love the words he himself added in the card. *blush* (seriously, I cried!) haha! Never thought I could be this sentimental over a card. :P

Bubu - my littlest teddy bear.. :)

So anyway, I’m wishing you all a Happy Valentines Day!

wishing wells and magic spells

>> Wednesday, February 11

I have a bad case of LSS (“last song syndrome”) since last night. I think I even hummed it in my dreams! :D The bad thing is I couldn’t remember the title and artist of the song. Anyway, I Googled a few lines which I remembered and to my delight I found it!

The song is titled Wishing Wells by Eraserheads. I haven’t heard this song for about a decade or more and it just came into my mind.

I'm adding the lyrics of the song so you could sing along (if you want). :)

Wishing Wells - Eraserheads

CHORUS
I wish i could go back to those fairy book tales
Forget the real world a while and seek the seas of the talking whales
A place called wishing wells and magic spells (2x)
Where everything starts out a once upon an time, long long ago
and lives happily ever after.....aha ha...yeah yeah!

I could go up hill and run with Jill
The Giant could smell I'm no English man
Cinderella danced with me at the ball
I told the Queen of Hearts about my plan
I traveled the wonderland with Alice
I met with Snow White in the woods
I flew with Peter Pan in Neverneverland
Picked some berries with Ms. Red Riding Hood

Repeat Chorus

I could be an outlaw in the west
Save damsels in distress
You could sleep a thousand years
I will wake you up with a kiss
We'll swim the seven seas
We can make love more than twice
Fly like dragons in the skies
We could hang around on trees
Buzz around like bees
We can make some honey, We don't need no money baby
Just turn your back, You'll see jumpin' jellybean sack
Just wait for me Jack I'll be back, I'll be back

Repeat Chorus

A place called wishing wells and magic spells (3x)
Where everything starts out a once upon an time, long long ago
and lives happily ever after.....aha ha...yeah yeah!

Incidentally I also took a photo of a "wishing well" when we went up to the mountains of Mabinay. :)

Scrappin’ Mondaze #1

>> Monday, February 9

I'm not really an "artsy" person, but sometimes when I got nothing to do I sometimes "try" (emphasis on the try) to be one. Oh well, because Valentines Day is just a few days away, I decided to go along with the theme.

(click on photo for a larger image)

I don't know anything about Photoshop and the like so I just made this from an online scrapping tool - Scrapblog. So.. what do you think? Did I pass? :)

GLOBELINES SUCKS!!!

>> Friday, February 6

Let me just share my rant. Actually I sent this to Globelines a while ago. And posted this anywhere I can. Forgive the spelling and grammatical errors. I was fuming mad while writing this.. and my hands were shaking (actually that's my usual reaction when I'm really mad). Anyway.. here goes..

To Whom It May Concern:

I've been having problems with my internet connection for two weeks now. I keep calling your Customer Support and they are utterly useless! They couldn't even provide much help. One of them told me that there's a problem with my BROWSER that's why I can't open websites (all 3 of my browsers?! WTF?! Puuhllleease explain this to me!). I asked for help and assistance and he just told me that I WOULD BE THE ONE TO FIX IT NOT HIM! Now what kind of CUSTOMER ASSISTANCE IS THAT?

You are paying these people to handle customer complaints and help out anyway they can, and he REFUSED to help! Your internet service is a joke. Your Customer Support is of no use at all! If you cannot provide GOOD INTERNET SERVICES, then AT LEAST tell your Customer Service Representatives to be HELPFUL!!!

You certainly will lose your customers if you continue this kind of services.

I asked him if they are still having problems with their system or something, and he just told me that the problem is with my browsers. Gah! Stupid! Stupid! Stupid! I said this before and let me say it again GLOBELINES EFFIN SUCKS!!!

Because I had a bad day

>> Thursday, February 5

Bad days are normal for all of us, but yesterday was just terrible for me. Let me summarize it through this:

7:30 – Started early to prepare for a meeting at 8 o’clock
7:50 – Internet connection started breaking and boss was already asking if I’m ready for the meeting
8:00 – No connection (damn!)
8:15 – Was able to connect for a few minutes (thank God I was able to inform the big bosses that I was having a problem with my connection)
8:30 – Got disconnected from the meeting
8:40 – Got connected again (insert sarcastic "Yay!" here)
8:50 – Got disconnected again! (Gah! I wanted to wring someone’s neck!)
8:53 – Got connected again, and received a message from the boss that I can just upload my report since I keep on getting disconnected and the meeting is almost over (this time I wanted to yell at someone, preferably someone from Globelines)
9:00 – Called Globelines Customer Service and yelled at the CS Representative (who didn’t even know anything! Hmph!)
9:30–11:00 – Connection back again but still very $h!tty!
11:15 – Got disconnected again! Called Globelines CS again! And yelled at someone again!
11:30 – I gave up. Prepared lunch and waited.
12:00 – Took my lunch and after that I check if there’s a connection.
12:15 – Started working again because connection was back and running
1:05 – (as in, that’s the exact time) Got disconnected again. Called Globlines CS again! And yelled at someone again! Sheesh! What a beautiful day for me.
1:15 – (or whatever time that was) I finally gave up. Turned off my PC and slept! Hahah!
3:00 – Made macaroons! And the rest of my afternoon was watching movies, baking, and eating. Yay for me!

The first half of my day was horrible. But at least I was still productive in the end right? Lurchie finally sent me a text message asking if I'm ok. (Zee and her were already wondering where I was). Teehee.. Thanks for the concern you guys! I’m ok. I just wanted to relax for a bit.

Driven to Dream?

>> Sunday, February 1

I’ve been having this same dream lately – one that involves me behind the wheel of a car/truck/van (I can’t still figure it out yet but definitely a vehicle of some sort) and something about the sea. Well I’ve been dreaming of the sea since last year I think but lately, dreams of driving have been occurring. I don’t even know how to drive a car, not even a motorcycle. Maybe it’s my unconscious telling me to start learning how to drive? :) I was planning to enroll in a driving school before, but I think I didn’t have the guts to go behind the wheel. Chicken!

Anyway, I found these two interpretations on dreams about driving.

The need or desire to throw all the dreamer's energy into a particular goal.
The feeling of having no choice as to how to proceed in a given situation—in short, of being "driven." If the dreamer is not the driver, he should consider who is doing it

Hmmm… Well this is an eye opener! Ok so I don’t exactly have plans goals yet (or maybe I do, but I’m just too chicken to admit it. doh!) Or maybe I’m just confused on how to proceed with the “things” in my life.

Oh well I’m just focusing too much on these dreams. Like they always say “Do not dwell in the past, do not dream of the future, concentrate the mind on the present moment.”

I'm back!

Hello world! I’m back from the land of the dead. I was on a blog hiatus for about two months and I think it’s time to come back and try to make some sense in this world. Lurchie has been hounding me to start blogging again and well now here I am (hopefully..)

I’m still on the stage of gathering my thoughts (and ideas?) so please bear with me. I won’t promise anything yet, but I’ll try as much as I can not to let this little space of mine die. :)